(Afterword)
Does this story know how to walk into the sunset, arm around the waist of hope? Does it know when to stop, to let the past become the future, let the future rechristen the past, let time recalibrate itself around words — words written now, words written then, words that make no sound? Where the last part of the story stops, more has already happened. Before. ‘On Turning Fifty’ was a milestone-chapbook I released in 2019. Then from the quiet of the year that followed, came ‘The Night is my mirror’. The continuity surprises me, though much of it was inevitable. There was more. From the horror of the pandemic years came the anguished poetry in ‘Duplicity‘, released in 2021. All the dots are connected now. Do you see the pattern? Do you remember the crow that became a line in the sky? The first line. Do you see what geometry that line has wreaked? How solemn are those polygons? Which side is up? Some of those edges follow the horizon, some of them touch the acute angles of one blinking star in the sky.
Part 61.1
(the end that isn’t)
How far has this crow travelled? What is the
measure of a broken story? The crow that
became a line in the sky, pauses like a comma
on a branch of the gulmohar tree. What remains
to be said, must wait. For another time. For
another sky. For another crow. Forever. For not
everything must conclude in glory. Not everything
must conclude. Some things can only go so far.
Like an ordinary story with no beginning and no
end. The crow sighs at the retreating dusk,
swallowing its caw, swallowing twilight,
watching through that window, the woman at
her desk, not writing. How far has this woman
travelled? How ordinary is an ordinary story?
How ordinary is an ordinary woman? The
crow can’t tell if she is smiling. An ordinary day
births another ordinary night. If there is a moon
now, neither woman nor crow can see it.
Lovely to have the crow reflect, too. What if we really could follow the crow? What if the crow wondered how far the writer had wandered writing or not writing? May there always be a desk, a window, and a flying bird.
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Thanks Susan… Amen to that. The very first part of the series Part 00 has a reference to a crow that becomes a line in the sky… this was me closing the loop with the last post of the series.
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THE INNER HISTORY OF A DAY
No one knew the name of this day;
Born quietly from deepest night,
It hid its face in light,
Demanded nothing for itself,
Opened out to offer each of us
A field of brightness that traveled ahead,
Providing in time, ground to hold our footsteps
And the light of thought to show the way.
The mind of the day draws no attention;
It dwells within the silence with elegance
To create a space for all our words,
Drawing us to listen inward and outward.
We seldom notice how each day is a holy place
Where the eucharist of the ordinary happens, 🙏🙏
Transforming our broken fragments
Into an eternal continuity that keeps us.
Somewhere in us a dignity presides
That is more gracious than the smallness
That fuels us with fear and force,
A dignity that trusts the form a day takes.
So at the end of this day, we give thanks
For being betrothed to the unknown
And for the secret work
Through which the mind of the day
And wisdom of the soul become one.
“The Inner History of a Day” by John O’Donohue, from To Bless the Space Between Us: A Book of Blessings. © Doubleday, 2008.
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Just beautiful… thank you for this poem, Catherine. 🙂
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It’s been exciting to travel with the pieces as you’ve set them down, Rajani. I’ll take time now to read them all again together. Looking forward to that very much. Thank you.
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Thank you, Bob. I appreciate the encouragement and support you’ve given me throughout this journey. It started on an impulse and crafting it as an online series with no option to go back and edit was an interesting challenge. I look forward to hearing your comments once you read it all together. Thanks so much, again.
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I love how you moved the viewpoint from you to the crow, a story never beginning and not ending, love that refelctive view.
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Thanks Bjorn… this is the last poem in the series and it harks back to the first few introductory poems that had both the crow reference and the description of the story as having no beginning or ending. So this was a poem to close the loop.
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Love how your collections are in conversation with one another, or continue where the other left off. You are building a body of work, alright! I feel privileged to have read your all your collections; your poetry is a gift. Well done with this series, too!
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Thanks so much, Khaya, that is so very kind. And thank you for reading my work… much appreciated.
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Just gorgeous. But then of course it is. I hope it doesn’t feel like too much of a wrench to share the final part to this series. I’d love to see all the many unequal parts compiled into a book. Then one could read it in the intended order in its entirety. Though each excerpt is beautiful on its own, regardless.
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Thanks so much Sunra… mixed feelings.. but relief that I made it to the end!!! Don’t know about the book though… (maybe a controlled pdf release at some point) But if you’re reading on a laptop, it’s a whole lot easier because the parts are in sequence and the interludes that need to be read are all listed in order on the sidebar!! 🙂
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That’s true! I’m sure I’ll revisit the ones I’ve missed at some point ☺️
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I too would welcome a book, or even a pdf.
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I think I will put together a pdf in the next few weeks. Will be so wonderful to have people read it like a story! Coming soon(ish) !!! 🙂
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